quick thoughts
In short:
-feel like rosie is teething because she has been drooling and chewing on her hands - but also feel like it is too early
-feel liked I am getting hemmorhoids
-feel angry and resentful at Joe sometimes for not doing more to take care of rosie since I spend every single moment with her attached to me - but then again I dont really ask for help - and he does have to get up and go to work so I feel guilty waking him (he always asks why I didnt wake him) - but it doesn’t stop me from glaring at him sleeping while I pace the bedroom at night - bouncing and consoling Rosie through her fussy time
- feel fat and achy and just all around ugh!- trying to get back into shape by going for a walk every day - have been good for the last 3 days - but expecting rain today - so I’m bummed to have to break my routine. -
- I think Rosie has bad diaper rash - I think it is from crappy Papmers sposies that Joe had to buy cuz we were out for the day and I forgot to refill diaper bag with good Seventh Generation unbleached sposies - makes me feel like a bad mama
whew - just needed to vent
